Friday, May 31, 2013




translated by Anthony Milosz 

On the day the world ends
A bee circles a clover,
A fisherman mends a glimmering net.
Happy porpoises jump in the sea,
By the rainspout young sparrows are playing
And the snake is gold-skinned as it should always be.

On the day the world ends
Women walk through the fields under their umbrellas,
A drunkard grows sleepy at the edge of a lawn,
Vegetable peddlers shout in the street
And a yellow-sailed boat comes nearer the island,
The voice of a violin lasts in the air
And leads into a starry night.

And those who expected lightning and thunder
Are disappointed.
And those who expected signs and archangels' trumps
Do not believe it is happening now.
As long as the sun and the moon are above,
As long as the bumblebee visits a rose,
As long as rosy infants are born
No one believes it is happening now.

Only a white-haired old man, who would be a prophet
Yet is not a prophet, for he's much too busy,
Repeats while he binds his tomatoes:
No other end of the world will there be,
No other end of the world will there be.

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Thursday, May 30, 2013

Why I Write & Perform Words (A Poem)


Because words 
are

The reasoning of a 4 year old boy named Billy
who understood that love is when your one and only
says your name in a way that is just different

you know that your name is now
forever safe in their mouth



Just like how moms smile at the sound
of their children calling them “mother”

like how the spring comes
with absolutely no memories of the previous winter

like how young lovers would believe in the promises
of I will love you forever




because words 
are

A series of 
punctuation marks

It is the comma of a curled finger
It is a question mark of stolen kisses that linger
It is an exclamation mark of a pulled trigger
It is an ellipsis of purposely omitted parts of your speech
just because some words are better left, 
out of one’s reach.




Because words 
are
the writings on the walls
sprayed graffiti, curse words and all

They are rebels
Like boys in uniforms, skipping classes 
for skipping pebbles




Like wildflowers breaking through concrete,
roots of trees overtaking temples,
and forgotten streets

Like waves weaving castles made out of 
broken dreams and warm hot sand


With a flute in its hand,
words are the pied piper who cues the queue of lumps
In your throat

reminding you that we are all islands
trying to keep ourselves afloat,

no matter how much pain 
you chose to cope

you are never really alone  
in your sadness.

So write your words with
An unquenchable thirst, coz

Each word is a name written down
On a page, then spoken out loud on a stage, 
we let them free like birds
Out from their cage,




see them fly back to the ones
who will hear their names said
in a way that is just different

We will let them know how
their names will now
be safe and sound
in the deepest corners
Of our mouths.


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Wednesday, May 29, 2013



My life has been the poem I would have writ 
But I could not both live and utter it.

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Tuesday, May 28, 2013



When I was younger, I was a big fan of the tales of Hang Tuah and his friends. I went through that phase of wondering just how gorgeous Tuah is and imagining how the band of friends would play together without any worries in the world. I knew the story of the epic fight between Tuah and Jebat, the Shakespearean element of brothers going at each other, keris dancing in the wind.

And I love Jebat. Love the fact that his "amok" stemmed from his love for Tuah, his best friend. The whole concept of his rebellion against the Sultan was symbolically significant in my young mind. Who gives an arse for feudal monarchy when your friend is wronged? Anyway, I shall not move too far away from today's favourite poem. Enjoy :)

(Ps: Faved line evah! ->  "beradu didodoi dayang diulit lagu")



Sepanjang hidupnya 
Jebat mendengar Tuah berkata: 
pantang Melayu menderhaka. 

Kata-kata itu diulang-ulang 
pantang Melayu menderhaka 
pantang Melayu menderhaka. 

Tuah mengajar mereka menghafalnya 
Tuah meminta mereka berjanji 
untuk mentaati. 

Sehinggalah pada hari itu 
Tuah dihukum tanpa usul periksa 
Tuah yang setia dituduh menderhaka 
Tuah yang dikasihi dihukum mati 
siapakah yang dapat berdiam diri. 

Dengan marah yang menggelegak 
Jebat mahu memberontak 
tetapi dia tergamam 
terbayang wajah Tuah 
bersungguh-sungguh meminta 
agar tidak menderhaka 
kata-kata orang yang disayangi 
memang selalu dikenang 
amanat orang yang disayangi 
akan tetap dipegang 
jika Jebat menderhaka 
akan tercemar persaudaraan mereka. 

Kerana kasihnya kepada Tuah 
Jebat tidak jadi membantah 
dia pun tunduk 
menerima segala tugas can anugerah 
yang telah dilucutkan daripada Tuah. 

Tidak ada apa-apa yang berlaku di Melaka 
kerana Jebat tidak jadi menderhaka 
tidak ada apa-apa yang mengganggu 
ketika raja lena beradu didodoi dayang diulit lagu. 

Kerana Jebat tidak menderhaka 
Tuah tidak dijemput pulang ke Melaka 
Hiduplah dia di hutan 
sehingga mati dan dilupakan.

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Hello beautiful people! There are two events happening at about the same time. Got me scratching my head which one to head to as well. But it might be a bit easier for you to decide lah. So yes, these events will kickstart at the same time but at two very different venues:

  • THE BIG FISH, a monthly story telling event, will be welcoming its patrons from 8 pm onwards at Nero Fico, Damansara Heights. Bring your friends, have dinner and perhaps a few glasses of red (or white) as you listen to real stories told live. Here's the lowdown ->

This month's theme - "So, where are you from?" Stories about identity and misidentity. This month's storytellers are: 
Elaine Foster - Storyteller, educator specialising in performance poetry and founder of The Big Fish. 
Matt Ferguson - A world citizen in the springtime of his life, in search of adventure and always wondering what's over that next hill. 
Michelle Augustin Barbour - A bundle of repressed instincts held together with spit and coffee. 
Augustin Dennis - Stand up comedian 
Luwita Hana Randhawa - Stand up comedian 
Kubhaer T. Jethwani - Kubhaer currently directs for fun and money but in a previous incarnation used to act and write poetry as a passion. 
Hosted by Melizarani T. Selva

  • AZ SAMAD, a very familiar name in our local music scene, will be launching his 8th solo reason tonight and I am more than happy that he calls it "electric poetry". How cool is that? What makes it cooler is that the event will be held at Merdekarya. As we all know, Brian Gomez' gig venue has to be one of the best places to hang out, chill and enjoy performances at the moment. Two of my Numinous gigs have been held here, to full houses, each time. So head over to Merdekarya tonight to enjoy the works of the amazing Az :) Here is the lowdown ->
Be among the first to listen to the electric guitar textures, effects and looping in this upcoming album. 
To add to the celebrations, there will be some performances from guest musicians, singer-songwriter Anna Chong, fingerstyle guitarist (and my student), Lai Ze Ren & Ng Chor Guan on solo theremin. 
I'll also be performing some music from the new album! =) 
Limited handmade numbered copies of [in the deep night/electric poetry] CD will available for purchase at the event.
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